i'm going to need a security guard to hold my bag...

i've been searching for something girlie...something i said i would never have. a purse. essentially it's a bag but it's just sounds weird to say i'm searching for a bag. maybe i'm the only one who thinks it sounds pervy in a way. so in my search i've learned one thing...i have expensive taste. it's not intentional though. i'm actually quite surprised at how much these things are actually sold for. i honestly think it's gross.
i thought i'd look around on ebay, maybe catch a deal. if the timing is right you can get certain items for less than half of the retail price. to my shock, the average "deal" price i could find was roughly $10 000. the prices only went up from here. i think the most expensive was $17 500. for a fucking purse! down payment on a condo...or something to hold my keys, wallet and lip blam? oooh, such a tough choice, if i was completely insane. i'm glad and i think properlofi will be too, that i have enough sense to recognize this as something that i want and not need. insanity defined would be if i could somehow rationalize spending that kind of money on something so unimportant. i saw some prada bags for under $200 and i thought that was a bit much but now they're looking like a bargin.
i guess i'll just have to save some money and treat myself someday. you can't work just to pay bills, right? thankfully the majority of my saved money will be going towards a condo and not a purse...bag, whichever. who knew being girlie was this expensive. i totally blame paris hilton and lindsay lohan for fucking it up for the rest of us.